So I have realized that I have just kindu shut down. Ever since I got back from Haiti I have shut down. I don't do anything, I don't go outside, I don't watch TV, I don't talk to my family, I don't blog, I don't like going out with people. I don't know what I'm feeling because I haven't taken the time to sort out my feelings, I have just shut down. I have been so emotionally drained. What I saw in Haiti was so disturbing and upsetting, it was just wrong, it was all wrong. People should not have to live like that. I don't care who you are, what you have done, what color your skin is, what your last name is, where you are born, I don't care. No person should have to live the way some of these people live. No child should have to go to bed hungry. No mother should have to choose which of her starving children get to eat that day, if any. It just should not be that way. People should not have to bathe in the same water they urinate in. Kids should not have to dig through piles of garbage to find an article of clothing. It should not work that way but it does and I'm just not sure how to handle it.