Monday, June 2, 2008
Stressing
I can not handle this right now. I dont understand why this is happening. I'm trying to do the right thing and now they are all mad at me. I really dont like being told that I am hated. Do they understand what the word hate means? Hate is a very strong word and you cant just walk around saying you hate people just because they are dong something that upsets you. I am trying to help, i am doing this because this is whats best for her and in return I am being told that no one will ever trust me again and that they hate me. How can they all hate me this doesn't even concern them this is ridiculous. All I know is I cant handle this. I cant deal with it right now because it is stressing me out. And we all know by now that me being stressed is a bad thing. When I get stressed cutting becomes a huge temptation but I have come too far to cut now, I have come entirely too far and I cant let them and what they are sating get to me like this. I have not cut for 32 days and I am not about to throw that out the window. Hating me is not going to make me change my mind. This is what is going to happen, it has to happen because that is whys best and I would really appreciate it if they didn't use words that they dont know the meaning of. You can not hate me or anyone else and love God because we were all made in Gods image.
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God is using you and your experiences. You are doing His work and no matter what anyone else says or thinks about you, He will always be there for you, always love you, always protect you. He will not give you more than you can handle. It might be hard to see now, but it's amazing how God can use our struggles to help someone else. You've experienced it and you know what needs to be done, don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
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