Stress

Ok so first let me just say WOW I have not sat down to type a blog in a long time.
So these past few months have been kindu rough. A lot has happened and I am not exactly sure how to deal with it. People have passed away, parents have done stupid things, friends are no longer friends, the people I thought would always be there for me suddenly aren't. Not to mention this whole becoming an adult thing. I have to go to college, to go to college you need money and lots of it. Well if you didn't know, 17 year olds don't normally have a lot of money. Basically I can describe all of this in one word, stressful! How do you deal with stress? What do you do to make it go away? If someone has the answer just tell me cuz I am willing to try anything and when I say anything I am NOT kidding. I have gone to a few extremes unfortunately they did not help much, they only caused more problems. So I'm just stuck here and life sucks. I'm really hoping it gets better soon because I don't know how much more of this stress I can take.