Worthless

Ok so I was talking to someone that I respect, someone that I love. I don't think he meant any harm by what he said. I don't think he was trying to upset me, he was just messing with me, he always messes with me but what he said got me thinking. What he said might have some truth to it. This is what he said ; You have no life. You don't go to school you don't have your GED, you have no licence and have no job. Kindu harsh maybe but it's true. I am a high school dropout, I don't have my GED yet, I cant find a job and I don't have my licence. I don't have a life. So why am I here? What is the point? I don't know it just kindu made me think and I already felt crappy today and now I just feel worse. I don't get it, I don't get why I'm here. I am trying to think of a word or way to describe what I feel. Hum worthless, that's the word, worthless. I just feel worthless. There is a lot happening in my life right now, not exactly good things and then on top of that someone had to go and remind me that I am a high school dropout who cant find a job and does not even have a licence. I mean can you see how that wouldn't exactly put an extra bounce in someones step? Like I said I just feel worthless and being told that I have no life didn't do much except give me a few more reasons to feel that way. Like I said I know he wasn't trying to be mean or make me feel like crap but that's what happened. I don't know maybe I took him to serious maybe I should have just laughed along and left it at that. Maybe I am looking to much into what he said. Maybe I am over reacting, I don't know.